A Penny in Time Chapter 5: Soul Surfing (part 2)
He must have been puzzled, too. I don’t think he had any idea of what a light was, or sunshine. Try explaining it sometime. It really stretches the brain cells. Popped a few of mine, for sure.
“Never mind, Yugo. I’ll know it if I see it.” Which I didn’t, right at the moment. Everything still looked basically the same gray nothingness that covered acres and acres of land. The sky was still a washed-out colorless sheet overhead and the rocks were even all one color of non-color. “This would depress a saint, Yugo. So imagine how I feel.”
I wish I hadn’t said that, because he did imagine how I felt. Emotions were not a small matter to Yugo and the fleeting moment of hopelessness came back to me magnified. I would have to be more careful, more precise what I meant and to what degree, or I would be too overwhelmed by despair to get up and go on.
I stood, bent over and picked him up, giving him a firm hug. “We’re not without hope! We’re not going to give up!” I thought then, I would go straight ahead, keep moving until a better idea hit me. As I picked my way down over the rocks, off over my left shoulder, I spotted a bright mass. “Yugo!” I yelped for joy and just about lost my footing. “I think it’s a city! Yes, it could be! Hold on!”
I scrambled down from the last rocky shelf, stumbling and almost falling, but Yugo clung to me with an iron grip that amazed me, I’d thought of him as almost helpless. Just as I started forward, I felt a rumbling behind me. I looked over my shoulder and saw a landslide of rocks coming down on us.
My first thought was Yugo. I hunched over, trying to cover him with as much as my body as I could while squeezing under the shelf I had jumped off. Pebbles and stones rained down, pattering the sand, stacking up as a wall around us.
Yugo cried and I felt him quaking in my arms. “It’s all right,” I reassured him, hoping he would believe me, “we aren’t hurt and I’ll dig us out of here.” When I thought it safe enough, I once again put Yugo in the carrier-scarf and began plucking one by one at the rocks until there was an opening large enough for us to crawl out.
I was so happy, relieved and excited that I think I must have had the strength of Hercules to carry us all the way across the long stretch of sand that sucked at my feet. It was like running a marathon at Alki Beach, but in spite of the slowing down, I jogged at a steady pace, stopping short of the locked gate that led into the city of lights.
I was winded, but awfully happy to be here where there might be civilized beings. The whole place was lit up, the light radiating was clean, clear and bright. The buildings were huge, like gigantic polished mirrors that made what I realized was not a big city but more of a fortress, look so much bigger than it was.
“Our problem now, Yugo,” I petted him and felt a hundred smiles inside of me, “is to get inside somehow.” I absolutely had no doubt we would and could get there and get help. “I like to hear you purr, little guy.”
I could tell he didn’t like being strapped over my chest, so I undid the scarf, put him down while I tied the scarf around my waist, and then picked him again. I continued stroking him absent-mindedly while I searched for a doorbell or entrance. I no longer felt panicky, but figured it was just a matter getting someone’s attention and we would be let inside. The last thing I figured on was Yugo biting me. “Ow! You brat!” I howled, shaking my hurt hand and hopping around, while I still held on to Yugo. “You’re just lucky I didn’t drop you on your face!” I examined my hand closely. No blood, but a lot of pain.
“Why’d you do that, anyway?” I peered into his face, and I didn’t think he looked the least bit sorry, so I gave him a little shake and asked again, “Why did you bite me?”
Well, I guess if I’d been listening, I’d known the poor thing was hungry, more like starved. He must have thought I’d slacked off my efforts when I gawked so long at the city lights.
“All right, I understand, but remember it’s me you’re dealing with, and you shouldn’t hurt your only friend.” I snuggled him closer. “If you do it again, I’ll put you down and you’ll have to keep up with me any way you can, understand?” I think he took it as an empty threat, but I thought I could do it and would if he bit me again.
I grabbed the gate and rattled it, but it was solid didn’t make any noise. I had been so happy to get here that I hadn’t even considered the possibility of not getting inside. There was no way for me to climb over the six-foot metal fence, as it was smooth and slick, no footholds anywhere. So close, yet so far.
We’d come such a long way to get here, across a desert, chased by a demon, pelted by a rock slide, only to find out that we couldn’t get in. We’d risked out lives to get here, and I wasn’t going to let Yugo die. “Hey! Hey, someone, anyone!” I shouted, louder and louder. My echoes repeated, mocking me. “Someone, help! We need help!”
Even as I was shouting and peering through the slats of the gate, I thought it odd no one was in sight. I mean no one, no activity at all. The streets, sidewalks and storefronts were spotless and gleamed in the reflection of the lit-up buildings, making it all the more eerie because the city seemed lifeless. I listened real hard, turning my attention outward away from my thoughts or Yugo. I heard nothing. I felt a hand touch my shoulder. I screamed. Clutching Yugo, I backed up against the fence and stared, mouth wide open at the awesome, nasty looking dude in front of me.